do not be afraid.
Hindi mo kailangang magmadali.
Lahat ng bagay, darating sa tamang panahon. Kapag handa ka nang tumanggap ulit. Lalo na kung nawalan ka ng isang malaking bagay, malamang ay mahirap makabangon. Kapag malakas ka na ulit, darating ang hinihintay mo. Wag kang mawalan agad ng pag-asa. Lagi mong tatandaan, na hangga’t determinado kang makuha ang isang bagay, hindi mawawala ang mga pagkakataong maabot ito. Kailangan mo lang maghintay. Kapag minadali mo ito, baka mapasama ang maging resulta at mas masaktan ka lang.
O, tapos ngayon, iiyak-iyak ka?
Pagkatapos mo siyang iwan dahil sa isang taong akala mong mas mamahalin ka? Tapos wala naman palang ginawa kundi gaguhin ka lang. Ngayong binabalikan mo na siya, may iba nang nagpapasaya sakanya. Hindi ka na niya kelangan. O, sinong lugi ngayon? Hindi ba ikaw?
I can’t tell you it’s going to be easy because it’s not. It’s never easy forgetting your first love. Even when you think she’s just someone from your past, or a memory, or something you want to erase. You can’t erase her. No matter how hard you try, it’s going to be difficult. And it’s only going to hurt you more if you do. You can’t just expect yourself to move on and say “fuck it, I’m over her.” You’re not. She’ll be there with you forever. Every time you’re going to meet someone new, a small part of you will always compare her with the rest. Did you notice that? Don’t force yourself to push away the feelings. Maybe it’s love, maybe it isn’t. I’m not an expert, so I can’t say for sure if it’s one thing or the other. But I do know that you can’t help it. You don’t forget. You will always remember those days back when you still cared for her and how she felt the same with you. It’s longing… When you long for a feeling that was so sweet, you start to miss. You start to blame yourself. You start to wonder why you don’t possess that sort of comfort now. Why you couldn’t make it work. That’s just the way love goes. It doesn’t always work out, but the memories will always be there to remind you that it’s not going to be easy. You just have to stay strong and remember that loving someone isn’t always a bad thing. It hurts when it doesn’t work, yes. But it gives you a chance to meet someone new. To look back at that first moment when you fell in love and realize that when it works, love is pretty amazing.
If you’re going to stay, stay forever. If you’re going to leave, do it today. If you’re going to change, change for the better. If you’re going to talk, mean what you say.
I don’t understand how these people who hurt others can easily turn their back to us, and leave. While us, who have been left behind, can only stay here and be upset.
